He sat, alone, while his thoughts ran
in circles. Through the walls, or perhaps the floors,
he heard a faint moan increase in intensity. She had
an orgasm. One big scream. Good for her.
Damn, he wanted
to make a girl scream that way. He didn’t want
to slam his cock into her until his seed slopped
all over her. His hands could do that much faster.
That was a fuck. A sexual fuck is intercourse without
purpose. Fucks generate shit, shit is something without
the purpose. He couldn’t
fuck. He tried it once, he couldn’t keep it up
for that. His mind just wouldn’t let him. What’s
the point? Its like watching two cars crash together
over and over. Fun for the first few minutes, but after
awhile you start to wonder, where’s the fucking
point? No, fucking wasn’t for him, fucking was
for fucks, people without the purpose. He wanted to
make love; he wanted to see her scream the good scream.
That was the fucking point.
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