At times you may find me distant. This is because
I oscillate. Medical names for this oscillation tend
to correspond with the frequency of this fluctuation,
bi polar disorder and cyclothymia are common examples.
There is remote possibility that I could prevent this
oscillation. This possibility is expensive, time consuming,
and irrelevant. My oscillation permits me to transition
people. Without transition, without change, life would
not be. I belong in the very sense that I share no sense
This is not a negation of friendship, this is self realization.
My community exists in faceless tradition. I call this
community The Underground Nation.